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Forgotten Demon Lailah's Armageddon by Mechanic-Geisha
Forgotten Demon Lailah's Armageddon
Something I finally was able to finish writing after a few months of trying to get my head together.Apologies if there is any typos and stuff I'm not one of those perfect writers nor have anybody who can proofread this stuff for me and I tend to speed read through it most of the time....

Feel free and share it around but please to credit it back to me if you do so :) 
My blood red wings!
I don't need to spread them open to feel the hurt!
They serve as a reminder that we will always get hurt!

Those empty promises that you broke,
They used to have some worth,
Now all they are are ashes in the dirt!
And all that is left once again is hurt!

What has changed? What has gone wrong?
That made you value corruption over the love?
When hurt is all around and poison seeps deep inside our bones
When the key is in your hand ,but you cannot open the door!

Why poison yourself with poison it may be so sweet for now,
but not long till you realize
the ones who are getting hurt are the once you once loved
Slowly,but surely this poison is kicking in,
Tick,Tock,Tick,Tock and I feel its killing me!

You ment soo much to me,you still do!
but it feels like no matter what I'll never be enough!
So I poison myself slowly with hope my last day comes soon
If I'm not worth that much to you
There is no point of feeling blue,

I can only choose my way to go,
Let my poison be sweet and pure
Make it made out of a broken heart
that once knew about a beautifull feeling
that used to be me and you
Let it stop the beating heart completely
Let it put me in a deep sleep!
So when I never wake up I still can hold onto
a fragment, a memory that used to be WE
I guess I can save the world,
but I cannot save myself,
As sometimes our cries will never be heard.

We end up being shattered,
burned deep down inside,
and in the end just like the day we were born,
we are so fragile and alone,

Reaching out for the light that feels so comforting,inviting and warm,
We reach out untill we burn and yet again die alone!
You made me a monster,
You made me this way,
Don't try to hide it,
You've tweaked me to suit your game!

My blood is poison
My flesh is the curse,
My wings are blood red,
But when I spread them open,
Its not the freedom that I endure,

In the darkest of nights,
You kiss me goodbye,
But the poison is already deep withing,
You've corroded me way beyond this skin,

The damage is done there is no way to turn back,
So finish your job,Carve out my heart,
You are as guilty as charged!


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Jay aka Mechanic Geisha Asexual 21 year old freelance jack of all trades from Ireland.I like to think that my artwork can tell you more about me than I can ever do in my own words.

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LostKeep Featured By Owner Apr 19, 2014  Professional Digital Artist
Hi, Miss Jay.  Thanks for watching!  And, I love Ireland.  I've been twice... Dublin, Lisdoonvarna, Galway, Doolin, Letterfrack, Connemara...  Damn, I love your country :D  I can't wait to go back :thumbsup:
Mechanic-Geisha Featured By Owner Apr 20, 2014  Professional General Artist
:O WOW!!! Still trying to pick up my jaw off the floor from the whole fact that you sent me a message :O JUST WOW!!!     and if you ever in our part of the world again do come for a visit to Dublin again and say hi :) Im sure I can show you around some of the interesting hidden gems we have :) also have you ever considered going to Belfast its a really beautiful scenic city in Northern Ireland and only few hours away on a train journey from Dublin city!
LostKeep Featured By Owner Apr 21, 2014  Professional Digital Artist
I like to reply to people, when I can :)  I saw Ireland in your profile and had to make mention.  And, I hope I get to come back to Ireland, this year.  It may not happen.  But, I really love Connemara in the winter-time... crazy, right?  If I do, I'll give you a shout on DA and get that list of gems in Dublin, you mentioned, and say "hi"!

I haven't been to Belfast, yet.  I'd love to go.  Sadly, I've only seen a fraction of Ireland and I'm dying to see more of it.  But, my mobility and time is usually restricted when I'm there.  I'd like to see the Giant's Causeway and the northern coast, as well.  County Sligo has that giant plateau/mountain-thing, right?  Yeah, it's a wonderful country you have :)
Rochioo Featured By Owner Sep 26, 2013  Student Digital Artist
:D thanks for add my version of totoro to ur collection!!!:D
Rikae Featured By Owner Apr 23, 2013
Thanks for dropping by my gallery, I'm glad you liked my work ^^
Mechanic-Geisha Featured By Owner Apr 24, 2013  Professional General Artist
thank you soo much for making magnificent art ^^
Rikae Featured By Owner Apr 25, 2013
That's so kind :hug:
brentzilla33 Featured By Owner Mar 21, 2013
You're welcome :D
HenryDarger Featured By Owner Nov 5, 2012
A chicken and an egg are lying in bed. The chicken is smoking a cigarette, with a satisfied smile on its face. The egg is frowning, and looking put out. The egg mutters to no one in particular: "I guess we answered that question."
Mechanic-Geisha Featured By Owner Nov 15, 2012  Professional General Artist
you know Id feel really sorry for the egg and it reminds me of weekends in my boyfirned shouse his biological dad just never stops smoking and doesnt care about health of people around him.
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